New week new reality

so my parents are back from palm springs they got a little retirement trailer in an retirment complex there, they are probably the youngest couple to own a place there. as much as i hate my mom im glad in some aspect that they are back, i thought it would be nice that they were away, but i got 2 sisters i live with and the younger one is just like my mother, i hate her so much... as a matter of fact shes a finalist for miss teen Canada in the BC, area, if she gets to the finals i hope to God that she doesnt get the crown cause it'll only prove that beauty queens are self centered, selfish, demanding, controlling little "cunts" yes exuse my language but you wont believe how this little bitch treats me.. hey aren't you suppose respect your elders?  she yells at me or questions me for small things like why are you down stairs and your bedroom lights on? simply its not her problem and if shes noticed its not like ive left my room for 30 mins... maybe 5 to get water or grab something ... seriously screw off!!!
my weight is still the same around 138.4bla grrrrrrrrr ok i was really bad yesterday but well at least i know itll get better my parents dont let my bindge and purge as much.....
its not like i need a babysitter either....
dont get me wrong i hate it and like doing it.... sometimes i just need it to release my stress.
St. pauls hospital called me back the other day... they want me to come for in patient treatment and 4northwest  eating disorders program... i was on a waiting list cause my family practically forced me to go it...
frankly theonly reason i wanted to go back for help was to help get off the laxatives but all the hospital did was screw me up more with a different product!!!
i'm not telling my parents about the admission itll probably be in late february or march, nothing i want to think about now. plus they will try to black mail me if i disapear and dont go.
why would it matter right now anyways? my parents gave me notice of iviction... i dont get along with the family the say i dont want treatment to get better to i have to leave... well i want to leave!!! i dont want to live with my mom or little sister anymoire it's like living with the devil...